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Inamin ng aktres na si Julia Barreto sa isang panayam kay Karen Davila na sila ay hindi na nag-uusap ng kanyang ama na si Dennis Padilla.
“I’ll be very honest. We have not spoken and it’s because there’s just so much fear inside me. I’m just really scared,” ang hayagang pag-amin ni Julia
Pinaliwanag ng anak ni Marjorie Barreto na naging cycle na ng relasyon nilang mag-ama ang pag-aayos at kalaunan ay magkakasakitan na naman muli. Gusto muna ni Julia na huminga muna sa gaanong sitwasyon.
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“And you know, I just want to kind of huminga lang muna from that cycle,” ani Julia
Ngunit aniya, patuloy niyang pinagdadasal na magkaayos sila muli ni Dennis sa tamang panahon.
Ayon pa sa aktres, hindi naman pagpapatawad ang dahilan kung bakit hindi sila nagkakaayos ng ama, kundi ang kalimutan ang mga masasakit na mga pangyayari
“I think it’s not difficult for us to forgive. But it’s difficult to really just… It’s not the forgiveness, it’s to forget. It’s also just, there’s a lot of fear because I don’t know what’s gonna happen. But forgiveness, of course, definitely. *
That’s for my own peace of mind, di ba? Hindi ko ipagkakait ang forgiveness but I’m just not that ready. There’s just been so much pain over the years since I was young. So parang I got tired of the same thing.”
Giniit ni Julia, kailangan niya ng higit na pagmamahal at proteksyon mula sa ama.
“Sa commandments… no matter what happens, they’re your parents. And I always ask God, actually, I say: ‘You know God, I know a parent is a parent and I’m only just a child but at the same time saan yung boundary na a child is also allowed to get hurt and have their own pains?’”
“I just need more love from him. More love, more protection. I just feel like he should be my number one protector and that’s not really what I’m getting right now from him. So it does hurt because dapat siya yung tinatakbuhan ko, di ba? But it is sad that I can’t. So I pray for it.” Ayon pa sa 25-taong gulang na aktres*
Sinabi din ni Julia na sinubukan naman ni Dennis na makipag-ugnayan sa kanya, ngunit sadyang hindi pa umano siya handa na kausapin uli ito at ayaw rin niyang pilitin ang sarili.
“Because if you force yourself then it’s not genuine, hindi siya totoo,” ani Julia
“So I want to get to a point na, you know, when we speak it’s when I’m ready. It’s just over the years, it’s been the same conversation.” Dagdag pa nito
Binanggit din ng aktres ang naging viral na post noon ng nakababatang kapatid na si Leon na patungkol sa kanilang ama at ayon sa kanya, nasaktan siya sa nangyari ngunit hindi na siya umiyak.
“I think it was because it wasn’t new. But it was more like pain because before it used to be just between my dad and I. And now it was between my younger brother and my dad. And it’s painful because sometimes kung pwedeng sa akin na lang yung all the pain, if I could just spare my siblings from some traumas from certain conversations,” paliwanag ni Julia
Proud din umano siya sa kapatid na si Leon dahil matapang ito at todo protekta sa kanilang magkakapatid.
Nang tanungin kung possible pa bang magkaayos silang mag-ama, positibo naman ang sagot ng aktres na mangyayari ito.
